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Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Just Do It

My philosophy with regard to practicing magick is pretty simple - just do it. In my experience people spend a lot of time worrying about whether or not they should try this method or that method or trying to figure out whether or not magick is dangerous before they do anything because they "just want to be sure." As I mentioned in my previous post on "Enochian Meltdowns," I don't believe that magick is dangerous at all when practiced properly. In fact I don't think it's all that dangerous even if you do something that's ostensively "wrong." It is a far worse thing in my opinion to use such concerns as excuses to keep you from actually doing the work. Studying isn't the same thing as practicing, and the fact that there are so many "armchair magicians" out there who know all sorts of obscure facts about esotericism but couldn't perform an effective ritual to save their lives is one of the saddest things about the magical community.

Frater RO put up a recent post on Grimoire Assumptions in which he contends that in order to work with Goetic spirits you need to have experienced the Knowledge and Conversation of the Holy Guardian Angel or Baptism of the Holy Spirit or something similar. Read the whole thing - he makes some very good points, even though I don't agree with all of his conclusions.

I posted a picture a while back of a dude parachuting into a pool in a jungle surrounded by crocodiles and labeled it a magician without K&CHGA working Goetia. It was somewhat tongue in cheek. However, there is a spiritual transformation that has to take place in a person before they are ready to be playing with the spirits of the Goetia and getting the kinds of results I and many others receive.

I can say from my own experience that K&C makes grimoire magick and just about any sort of practical magical work much easier to do and far more effective, but where I disagree is that I don't think the best response to this particular fact is to put off the kind of magical work you really want to do until you reach some sort of milestone. If doing Goetic magick is what motivates you to do the work, I say strap on your parachute and jump.

I look at it this way: the preliminary invocations found in most of the grimoires serve to invoke the "bornless spirit" or identify the magician in some way with the divine, so even practical magical work with a grimoire like the Goetia has a theurgic component that will eventually lead you to K&C. RO is right that if you are a beginning magician you should not expect immediate and breathtaking results, but even before you obtain K&C the more you do the better you get. I don't take a lot of the warnings about "stirring up crap" by doing magick that you aren't ready to try very seriously since never in my life have I seen a failed magical operation that did much of anything, horror stories from popular culture notwithstanding. Furthermore, the kind of person who is going to decide that magick is nonsense when his or her first couple of rituals fail is never going to be a serious student anyway, no matter how long they wait.

While it wasn't the Goetia that really called to me when I was starting out, I did encounter similar attitudes about Enochian magick - it was dangerous, I shouldn't do it until I attained K&C, and so forth. As a Taurus I'm stubborn, so I didn't listen and blundered through it, first with Schueler's crummy introductory books and later on with my own ritual forms derived from the Dee diaries. And honestly, I'm glad that I did. Even before K&C I was able to get pretty good magical results and those rituals prepared me well for the HGA invocation when I finally did it. For me K&C proved to be far easier than most of the writings on the subject implied, and I attribute that at least in part to the extensive experience I had already amassed as a practical magician. Rituals change you for the better, whether you are working toward apprehension of mystical realization or conjuring up an extra fifty bucks.

So what are you waiting for? Hop into that circle and conjure something up! You'll be glad that you just did it.

3 comments:

  1. I've been feeling a strong draw from one of the Goetia for two weeks. I don't know why. My moon sign matches and I'm doing an angelic working that covers the same domain so maybe that's why but anyway. I don't have the ability or resources for the proper temple set up with circle/triangle etc. Should I still just do it? Or 'just do it' following the instructions of the text?

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  2. I am not an expert on the Goetia by any means. I only have done a couple of rituals with those spirits and I do not really feel qualified to advise you on it.

    What I will say - you can improvise many elements of the grimoire setup. The triangle can be drawn on a piece of paper and you can trace a visualized circle with a sword or dagger. I've seen experienced practitioners do things like that and have them work successfully.

    Also - what are you looking to accomplish? That's kind of important for a magical operation. Do you feel drawn to this spirit because it has the power you are looking for to do something? I don't feel like a general sensation related to a spirit is enough of a motivation to do a full evocation. What are you hoping to do with your ritual?

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  3. I appreciate your humility and honesty.

    I guess I could put down a giant roll of paper and draw it all out. I wonder is it's okay to use paper instead of metal for the pentagram lamen and ring. Lon Milo says he uses paper for the Enochian ring.

    Carnal delights. But, I'm coming from Tibetan Buddhism, where if you feel this way, it's a karmic connection and you meditate on and venerate the deity to reforge the connection even if it's a worldly violent spirit like Dharmapalas. I guess that's the wrong attitude here. I should see the Goetia spirits as just for carrying out tasks.

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